Having ice cream in the kitchen while TRYING to finish up some work AGAIN. I'm always behind the schedule, somehow. I dont know how though.

Lots of stuff on thats making me think.. alot. Dont know how to feel, how to react and how to deal.

Being yourself is bullshit. Because that means hating yourself when you act on impulse. That's yourself right? What if you regretted?

But regardless, i'm still doing that. I just hated the hating myself part.

I'm always trying to find explanations. Explanations that made me feel better. Then i'll doubt them.

But i saw something on twitter and facebook that makes me happy today.


Facebook: I'm so super glad that you remain like you. I remember what you say before, and thought you were just kiddin. :) Proved me wrong and showed me how. Been so long sinc we've talked though.

Twitter: As a #Cancer remember that it's okay to be honest with the people who love you, even when your true feelings are not pretty.

So so true.