Back on track, slowly but surely.
2 VENIPUNCTURES TODAY!! MAD HAPPY GIRL NOW. CAN'T RESIST JUMPING AROUND AFTER POKING THAT MAN! SO HAPPY THAT THE ROOMS ARE PARTITION WITH A CURTAIN.
Anw, not been blogging cos i'm only back like at night, which i spend all my time trying to play tetris on fb and watch videos, and NOT USE MY BRAIN. Irony i know, cos tetris is so bloody brainy. I dont just play it, i rmb the shapes and everything~ Alright, that doesnt help much.
Attachment's okay. really awesome to be honest. The location suck, but i guess the people there really made up for it.
Dont really talk to cathy much, irony too, considering that she's my IC, but she's still nice and all, telling everyone to take care of me.
Then there's John, asst IC, always telling me i'm doing great, and that i should have more confidence in myself, and i can finish the 100 successful venipunctures in 2-3 morning. Yeah, i hope, i really do.
Then there's Aunty Beesim, whom lets me try my first venipuncture ytd, to be exact, she insisted on it, seeing that there were not many patients. And always standing behind me patiently, talking to the patients, so they were kinda distracted. I hope.
And there's MingDe. HAHAHA. His eyes are damn nice. I'm not crazy, but cause they haveta wear mask, so half of the time, im seeing him with a mask. He got smiling eyes. Anw, yeah, he's my instructor for day 1, who bombarded me with info, which i think i have forgotten half of it. :x And he's the friggin pro one.
Sheila, i dont really talk to her, but similarly, cause there were really so little patients that she directs the patients to meee.
I feel so bloody blessed. And i started the full shift today, and there's this guy, that asked, why did John gave up his seat to me, and i was the one doing it. And John's like, Oh, i gotta do some lab stuff, she can do it for you. And that guy's like, Oh you're a trainee, fine fine. But he didn't say/ act negatively, so i thought it's fine.
Then after that, John's like, You know that guy, don't know why he asked that, like she's (me) not experienced enough, so i had to make up some excuses to go inside, and can't supervise her (me). hahahaha. And he went on and on about how some people kept saying "wah, you're so pro at this. " but they don't realised that we're (they're) going to retire and no one can replace them, so they have to train new people, but without practice, how are the new people gonna improve?!
So happy that all my trainers feel this way, like they're all trying to let me practice, even if i did wrongly, they'll be like, nah, it's the vein, or no, you did fine. :')
Gonna bake them something on my last day!!
Today's awesome, cause we chatted and i felt like part of their workteam, which feeeels great~
Oh, nearly got lost at King albert park. Was taking the bus, which idk where it will stop, so i was looking out for it. Halfway, i noticed this girl's talking damn loudly, and quite pretty, so kept staring at her. And she alight. Then i looked up and saw the sign, OPP KING ALBERT PARK. Jumped up and left the bus in a hurry, to arrive at the totally unfamiliar place.
LOL.
Walked randomly and thanks to my smartness, finally got the place! Was a different bus stop when i alighted with marc ytd!
Cause the Mac office closes at 5, so when we went ytd, it was closed. The manager helped us to buy and i collected it today.
Marc was so nice to accompany me there ytd hehehe, mama called and told me to tell him, how come he so nice, just let me go alone la. Mean mama.
Invited him to dinner with us, but he refused, that noob.
Had chilli crab last night. Finished it whole with bro! Oh, they have crab buffet, but the crab are so small, so we ordered the big one instead.
Uhm, i needa blooooog about Cruiseeee. But it's gonna be so long that i dont feel like blogging cos i want to watch my drama and tetris. :( Dont have the time to online anymoreeeeeeeeee.
Trying to download Laughing gor so i can watch it on my trip to tpy. And not waste time. Apple should really invent a usb harddisk for itouch. I'll buy it in a minute. If i can manage to download it, then i'll devote my time to blogging.
While i'm waiting, cause the website actually said,
Buy fast download,
or
Wait for SLOW download.
WTH.
took the bus, and it went past some routes that reminds me of someone. It's so amazing that two people who don't really know each other personally, can know so much about each other. Or probably, so many stuff can remind me of him.
But i'm not thinking about it. Just thinking back about the good times. :)
Pretty good times anyway.
._. it's like 990mb!!!!!!! Horrible terrible vegetable. Now i'll have to clear my songs/videos just for it. :(
Hmm, suddenly, life seems pretty smooth sailing. Ok, i shall be optimistic and say life's great. But every single time when i say life's great, something had to come up and screw it alllll up.
I guess i became quite pessimistic recently. Not wanting to do anything cos there's no point, and with quotes like, even if i want to, i couldn't change the world.
Well yeah, but now, i'm thinking, even if i couldn't, i could try, or die trying. Trying to make a difference. Thanks to a certain someone, i figured life could really offer much more. I'm already trying to uhm, suck?, idk, ABSORB life's essence fully, enriching myself, and all the don't know what. I dont regret, i don't leave room for regrets, and i try to make me happy in every situation. But it's all about me. So probably i should try giving back.
Felt so happy when i did venipucntures/finger pricks for people. Cause they all chatted with me, quite happily i might add, which they dont do, with other staff. Not as much. Like i know this aunty she asked me if i've had my lunch, and even calls me missy and said her hand's always numb. HAHAHA. i told her to tell the doctor, but she said doctor gave medicine but apparently didnt work. So i said, exercise more, relax, ya know. We're not supposed to act doctor even if we know.
Then somehow went to the subject of her job, and the chicken rice store, man dong kei! HAHAHA. It's one of the most enjoyable pricks i've done. Like she totally trusts me.
Epicly, what i'm afraid of, has come true.