Annoyed Annoyed Annoyed.

Annoyed cause i screwed up my tests.
Annoyed cause i studied flow cyto for the whole of last night yet nothing goes in.
Annoyed cause i told myself that diagram probably will be coming out yet i didnt take the effort to at least make sense out of it.
Annoyed cause now that bloody diagram costed me.
Annoyed cause then it'l pull my proteomics down and waste my effort for the past year.
Annoyed cause im having 6 mnore tests, and no time to study for exams.
Annoyed cause i'm fking screwed.

Hate my life and gonna hate myself too after this.

Cant take it. needa go for a run.
Even now im taking a break, i'm feeling as if i shouldnt and needa squeeze both my tv and computer time together. ARGH

Cant help it. Cant help seeking for perfection. Dont know why, but it does make me happy. Example? Getting ridiculously happy cos my notes damn pretty. Yeah.

Been eating alot of nonsense food like cheese fries and waffles, icecream. Yet nonsense food is comfort food.

Sigh. ITP for Dipplus is gonna be at TPY. I hate travelling, which is why i chose SP instead of JCes. Now i am travelling to TPY every single day. Life is GONNA SUCK. But i dont wanna do it next year june when i have fyp. THT IS GONNA SUCK MORE. I'm not gonna screw that up. Not even in my dreams.

Been screwing up my Year 2 modules. Like crap.

Gonna miss everything when i'm off to states. Like grandma who loves to talk to me cause she's just so lonely at home. Was home early today. Yup, like 1. Returned to her "I WON LUCKY DRAW. SO LUCKY" And i was so cheered.

Then she went on and on about how tired i looked, how skinny i become (-.-) and how heaty i seemed. Kept giving me bottles of water.
She's the ONLY ONE that thinks i'm not eating enough. ._.

Mama just walked to the bank and printed out the statement for bank acc for meeeee. Hehe, though she kept complaining i'm the most troublesome one, but it's never true. Cause Bro's as troublesome as me, or maybe even worse. Then i asked, why your paper so giamchye one. Then she said, EH YOU THINK EASY AH. MUST CARRY MY PLASTIC BAG. I ALSO NO FILE. STILL MUST COME BACK COOK FOR YOU. HEHEHE.

I'm gonna have to remember all these, so i won't forget to cherish them.