Okay, it's a hell of a week once again. Okay, i've been on this post since like what, 10 or 11? But i got distracted by my book and tmr's outing. So yeah. But i need to get it out of my system. God, i know it's bene long since i've blog once i cant sleep at night with all the ramblings coming out then. But then now i can't remember what i needed to blog about.

Right, i think i'll start by remembering what i did. I love it when i re-read what i did, brings back memories.

Hm, celebrated baby's bday on april's fool! Met up with her after her work. Hehe, had cc and haagennnnnnnnnnn. Man, it's so cheap that day, cos i have 10 bucks voucher for haagen, and 1-1 treat at cc! Then shopped awhile before meeting up with dear. :( I've been getting alot of complaints that i looked damn tired. Hmpf. Then went over to dg to hunt for timbre. Bloody hell, have to climb the long stretch of stairs. Waited for jane, so we went to play the fish thingy. Seriously, i have to go plaza sg before i can catch anything. ._.

Then went up to timbre, ordered drinks while waiting. Baby and dear prefer the Kid's flavour so they say. Apple martini and Passion mock. Did the dedication thingy and ordered when Jane arriveddddd. (Y) pizza. love the food there, more than the drinks. :x Baby said a guy wearing blue's quite cute, so as a prank we send in the dedication saying, the blue shirt guy with two other girls **** or something like that, looks cute! -the girl with hearts print shirt.

IT WAS EPIC. But saved by the end of dedication time. We also wanted to prank Jane's guy, but she refused. :(

Spammed photos at old sch before we decided to go home. Didnt joined them at M's cause mama just came back!

Then next day went for lunch with bro and mau @imm's fish&co. Then shopped for his hat before heading home to freshen out TO GO SOMEWHERE. HEHE. I'm seriously thinking if i should blog about it, but considering the fact that practically no one reads it, i guess it doesn't matter? Okay, i shall roughly say. Took bus to sixth avenue with his mates and mauching just to seee someone~ :D Was alil bored there cos i just wanted to see how she looks like. Oh, did i mention we saw her on bus thanks to me forgetting to take wallet, then bro's friend seeing we're late went to draw money, so we were very late and just nice! poof! we met her. Anw, stayed til pretty late playing monopoly. I HAD PARKLANE YET I DIDNT WIN. KEEEP STEPPING ON HOUSES. WHAT THE HELL LAH YOU TELL ME. In the end, bro didnt get it, so we went back! Heheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Okay, i shld stop being so gleeful about it. Big thanks to someone who came all the way down cos i was feeling really awkward with his mates.

And then it was chaletttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. and boy, it was helluva chalet. Woke up late, and cos been so long since i ate with mama, so we went jp for breakfast as she wanted to eat @old town's. Was running late, carried like watermelon, papaya, vodka, coke and ALL MY STUFF DOWN to meet flo who came up to yewtee cos i'm like carrying so much nonsense. But it's damn worth it. Chloe fetched us @inter, damn cool please. first time!!! Anw, yeah reached. and packed alil, before we start the food sprreeeee! Lost count of what we did, hm, let's see, Eat, photos, eat, watch tv, deal, watch x-men, eat, watch some half A show, WHICH IS MY FIRST TIME. SHY MAX. LOL. BUT it's good, cos there's meaning. and eat, and spammed alcohol. RIGHT.

We went alil over with the wine part, was playing cards with chloe, before we went to shower and then enjoy our vodka. Drank pure shots cause we lost the game. I dont like it cos it's gonna affect my throat/voice. Then added mixer for other games.

I STILL LAUGHED WHENEVER I THINK OF THIS. CY WENT SO BLOODY RED, then rach started crying for god knows what reason, and flo started laughing hysterically at rach cos she's crying for no reason, while saying i'm not drunk, but i cant stop laughing. LOOOOOL. and in the midst of all this crap, me and chloe playing 2person taidi. LOL. Flo vomitted ALOT. made hot towel, before i really cant take it and went to sleep. I desperately needed sleep.

But rach that girl woke i think, and it was sooo noisy, but i couldn't get my eyes open. LOL. Woke like ard 7ish, packed and flurry of actions before napping for awhile cos chloe went back hme to change, and then went for mac's breakfast!!!!

Then slacked at pirates of carribean, cos we decide on movie rather than k, and then BOOM! the class thingy descended. Scrambled for our classes~ Shall not elaborate on that, except that it's really ridiculous why only our class is seperated into two different groups. Quite pissed lah. Went for movie-faster. pretty good. i liked gore, and thriller rather than cartoons. LOL. They never seemed to attract me, since young. Powerpuff girls maybe cos they can sing. If not just cartoons will never never attract me for long.

Then went for popeyes before heading home. I THINK i fell asleep on the train. homed and showered, but instead didnt went to sleep, cos it's been so long since i ate dinner with fam. So i watched tv and forced myself to remain awake. heh. had dinner at wm, didnt talk much cos i was so bloody drained.

Spend the whole day at home ytd~ and today went for fo outingggggggg. overslept again, and pretty fun. i missed the beach. alot. i almost didnt want to leave. no actually i really didnt want to leave. i missed the sand, the sea, and i wished for the rain. it almost feel magical. i miss the feel of sand on my feets and the salty sea breeze. And serves me right for having just soup, and now so im damn hungry while writing this post.


I think i'm getting to know myself better. I kinda like the new me. I dont give a damn, when i feel that it's wrong, i say it out. It's not so much of better straight, diplomatic yeah, but i'll sure as hell get my point across, i hope.

It used to feel like a chore, to try to maintain friendship, and sometimes, when the other party aint helping. So now it's up to me to discern, who's worth it and who's not. And i pretty much get it. The different levels of friendship, and how much would you actually go for a friend.

Passion over emotions? Everything's affected by emotions, to me. I could push myself, if only i'm feeling extremely happy or sad. It's terrible, but true.

I wish to forget, to not talk about it, but it seems impossible. I dont know what do i want. But currently, i wanna continue interacting with people and see what can i learn from that. A couple of setbacks wont hurt.

Maybe it does, just alil. Was i wrong?