Was feeling much better today.

Untangled some stuff that were meant to be separated. It was finally out. I felt bad that i was adding to the trouble with some of my own, that has no relations to what's going on. But i guess i retreated, and i dont wanna care. I dont mind that i don't fit, not anymore. And that they only asked when they needed. Cos i'm sure now, that all of these, wasn't what i wanted.

Cheered by some old friends. It's a wonder how different people feels differently about me. I thought i appeared to be more mature and less cheerful in poly. But i like it that my sec sch mates feel i'm always cheerful! Felt so protected by them.

Went to some nyonya restaurant for dinner today! Ate til i feel like bursting now. Satisfied. Hehe, read Alphabet Weekend, one of the better books i've borrowed. Gosh, i would say that i read everything, but this time round some of the books i've borrowed really suck. Half of the time i don't know what is it trying to say, and the other half i spend re-reading it.

It matters that people care. Even if they didnt know what's going on. Wanted to spill everything out, but still highly strung, and havent got over it, didn't want to remind myself of it. Probably when i'm over it, and needs to let it go, then i'll do so. For now, forget will do. I need to stay happy.