Omo, the long break is over. Ironically, I feel even more drained. But this is one helluva CNY to remember. I tend to forget things when i'm enjoying myself fully. Ah, but i'm so tired now so my brain's not functioning properly. All i know is i have a mountain load of stuff to do, yet all i want to do is to sleep and be oblivious to everything.

Seems like once night falls, i'll start feeling differently. Was home on Chu 3 night, after bainian, and i watched MBC. Suddenly it feels as if i'm wasting my life and was feeling so bloody suffocated. It was like a cage, forbidding me to do the stuff i want. Yet i dont know what do i want. I　just want to be out freely and wandering with no cares. But who doesn't?

The feeling came back today during IOC, when i saw a bird flying past, around in circles.

Ah, i really do need to get a start on work.