YAY! I won a Gv movie ticket! Gonna go for a movie soon with dear! Dear should've won the FCUK watch. Sigh, wasted. Right, went gym with baby today. Oh god, ya know, after too much of dip plus which teaches you cardiovascular system and all the related heart disease, you get bloody hell ass paranoid, as if you're gonna die right there and then of a heart attack.

And yeah? That's exactly how i felt while i was running today. Was on the huge ass machine. LOL. The speed is mad crazy, it was 6.5 though it felt like 10. :O

And there i was, increasing to my usual speed, til i realised thing's alil weird. So i stopped, and tried to run, til i feel my chest burning and tightening. And off i went, oh shit, i'm dying in my head, over and over again. LOL. seriously, i dont usually feel anything when i run.

In conclusion, it should be the talks that's making my brain go haywire and paranoidish. Tsk.


Anyway, stretched in the toilet after we run, feels good! Xinni said my knee is ugly!! :( Damn, so i said her thighs are fat! Hmpf. Had subs before going for Bingo night!!

I kept remembering Dear's dream. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. It's really never gonna happen?