Happy birthday, daddy :)

Not that he'll see this post, but i guess it'll store some of the stuffs i've always wanted to tell him, but i didn't. Well partly because it's weird to say all of these out loud. Really, alot of unspoken stuff is left unsaid in my family. We just understood each other.

Anyway, thanks for being there for me all my 18 years of life. Yes, i'm 18 already, great job to you. I know you don't think i've grown up, and even though people always say i've grown and matured, you'd still contradict them, and insist, no. I'm still a lil' girl. No worries, i'll be your lil' girl always. Heh.

But ya know, i won't wait til 30 to get married. NOT EVEN IN YOUR DREAMS, GOT THAT?

I know humans aren't all perfect, which is why we gave each other a chance, now and then, to try to correct the mistake. We all make mistakes, but as long as we correct it, forgive and forget, everything'll be fine.

I just didn't like the fact that we can't ever seemed to forget, and little things can remind us of those hurt. I'll try my best, and i know you would too.

And even though you never admitted it, i know you babied me the most, cos i'm the smallest! Heh! You would do every single thing i asked you to, and say sorry when you're in the wrong. It's hard for you to do that, cos you never did to anyone. But i guess it's easier, cause you wouldn't want me to be mad at you. That is also why i am easily upset when you raise your voice. You never did.

I remembered making a card for you for your birthday every year lsat time, without fail. And then you would bring it to work and place in the your car, so you could show it off to all of your colleagues. Hey, my art sucks. :') heh.

When i grew up, i started buying you stuff you need, cos i thought it would be more practical than a card. I was touched when you didn't bear to use the belt i bought at Xiamen for your birthday. But i never knew how much you appreciate those cards until mommy told me.

And even though you weren't the best dad, you are The Dad to me! We couldn't change our family, stick with it. No matter what, they'll be there. :)