Don't stress the "could haves", if it should have, it would have. -ispeakfemale
Fruitful week i guess. Hehs, Went bugis twice in a week. Went on thurs cos lessons end at 10, which is kinda dumb. Bought dyes and fabric paint to make honey's shirt. Mad happy, finally can wear the shirt to sleepppppppppppp. It's not done yet though. Had a damn hard time choosing cos we're noobs. Hot dye/cold dye. At least i know something about.
Anw, went bugis after gems on friday again. And after ideas. Sigh. I really dont get it. It's good when a lesson is made interesting. But not to the extent that it becomes a burden, or a chore. You could teach in a interesting way, just bear in mind that we do have other modules that have heavier weightage. Dear wanted to get cny bottoms. Heh, chose for her and ate long johns! Was chatting to her about how our lifestyles have changed. We used to eat ljs after school at lot1 so frequently.
I was kinda tired by thursday this week. It seemed to stretch so long. I started wondering about what i am doing. Is it right for me? Sometimes, it's so hard that i didn't want to continue anymore.
And sometimes, it's so hard to communicate with people. I get that problem from time to time. I feel like hiding in a shell, til it all passes. I didnt want to get up this morning. Life's good under my covers.
Mom posed a question to me today. What do you think is the meaning of life? Is there any point in living?
I dont know.
Although i dont feel like thinking now, but it'll come back to me sooner or later. I'm tired of life, of drama.
Dont know why am i feeling like this. Cos life's a joke?
When it's finally over, we met.
When i believed i'm contented with life, everything came crashing down.
When i finally feel comfortable with everything, it had to change.
Contentment.