I am really reluctant to wake up today, cos i fell asleep dreaming of Minho. Oh man, what a wonderful dream. Seemed so real. In short, he came to Singapore for Dream team's dragon boat, and we met and all~ LOL
Whatever! I loveeeeeeeee this dream.
And by the way?
If Shinee came to support O levels students like they did for examinees, i'd go crazy and flunked it totaly.
Anyway, I WILL COMPLETE MY REPORT BY TODAY!! Hmpf.
Lastly, thought of something again this morning. Last last week when i went to Bkk, saw alot of beggars living on the streets. And i was upset cos of my selfish thoughts. I didnt want them to be there, cos they affect my mood. I wanted to be happy when i go overseas, and not to be reminded of hunger, starvation happening all the time, all around the world. Worst of all, i couldn't help.
On the last day, while we were walking back, we saw an old man walking beside us. He looked like a normal person, except for the fact that he has one lesser arm. But then the road weren't even, so he tripped, and lunged forward. Of cos, a fully grown man will put his arms out, to shield his body and face from slamming into the ground, but guess what. He didn't have them. The impact was huge to the extend that his wooden box broke.
I feel ashamed that i did not reach out to help him immediately, though i wanted to. Yes, i was scared.
Even though we gave him all the money we had left, cos it was our last day, but i still felt guilty.
I didn't want to blog about that at first, cos as mentioned, i'm a selfish girl. I didn't want to let my trip have any unhappiness. But then it kept sneaking up on me. Like today morning, while i was watching KBS.
Countless of people are homeless, and seperated from the ones they love. What right do i have, to demand all of these, and more?
On a side note, momma told me later, then when she tried to hold the old man up, she couldn't. “我要抓他的手，可是我找不到。" That made me laugh, even for a few minutes. And mommy ended up borrowing money from Yiyi, cos she have no money left.
