Hello! It's new year eve today! Though i still like christmas more, but i guess i'm gonna do a sort of like new year resolution this year! Since imma be 18 next year, gotta be more serious i guess~

Alright, first! Later going to playground with dear! Must rmb to bring my bubbles and buy candles at valu$ shop later. Then have dinner, and off to mj at Yiyi's house!! Gonna high over kpop @11.30. I'm looking forward to everything, especially Minho.

Ya know, last year my wish is to spend this new year's eve with love, and yeah!! I'm spending it with Minho! :D

Oh, this brings me to yesterday's Icecamp outing. Hehs, met up with them for movie, cos i had lunch at home! Watching Dream team on the train, laughed like mad, and left others thinking i'm mad. -.-

Yeah! The tourist is pretty good!! Then zoe left and rest of us slacked at Mac's cos i wanted to have ice cream. Then aji recommended mud something. LOL. damn chocolatey and not bad! Looks like bird shit though. Then the guys played M deal, while i didn't. Cos since pretty long i kept losing. -.- Chatted with rach, and she said my words impact her! :O Surprised max.

Took train together with her, and chatted throughout. Our thoughts were pretty similar though. We fell for the same type of guy- Minho. But aside from that, pretty similar. But what she said also true~

I'm gonna remember this no matter what!
Minho is real to me. even more so than anyone has been.

But i've let him become too real.

And then she asked a question that made me think alot.

The conclusion? No.
Minho is different from him. And the way i feel for either of them is different.
I liked him cause i guess i imagined him to be someone that i wanted him to be. And it was easy, because i was still young. The image stuck, same goes with my feelings.

And i thought about Minho last night, he was someone that i would really fall for and go all out for if he is near me. Distance, and our different lifestyles are the bloody obstacles. -.- Watching IY made me realised that Korea is a really different country, culture, language, whatsoever.

I wouldn't say what about Minho that caught my eye, cos it's a secret. But i guess i saw something in him, that others probably won't notice.

So, firstly.

My first new wish goes to him! It sounds childish and foolish, but i guess it's okay for now. I hope he'll be contented, and safe. Happy and comfortable are the words i wanted to use initially, but i guess contented suits him more. He could be happy, but if he's not contented with what he have, he wont be, for long.

Second wish would be mommy and daddy. Hope everything goes well for them, and be alil' more at peace with themselves. Not to get fired up at little things, and take life easier. Everything will work out somehow!

Third goes to bro and ahma. Hope bro's safe and sound when he goes army next year! Nobody for me to bully already :( and no irritating snsd songs. Hope he'll come back brand new with life! And for ahma, hope she'll stay strong, steady, and healthy and happy as always, and keep nagging at me. LOL. ALright, actually that's not needed, but yeah, i dont mind.

I've used up 3 wishes already, but mini wish for cousins', clique to be cheerful and satisfied always.

Gonna end this post at 3, to do my cell bio prac and ppt slides!

My resolutions for this year!
Let's hope i really can do it.

1. Be more serious in my studies. Stop studying last minute and complaining. And that includes dipplus, girl.

2. Participate in the first audition i know. So it shows at least i've tried. & at least have the chance to show my brother! Hmpf.

3. Not to get stressed up so easily and keep calm.

4. Dream/daydream when it's appropriate. Don't let it affect my emotions, when what i dreamt of doesn't work out.

5. Stay cheerful!

6. Spend more time with clique, esp dear!! <3

7. Talk more with mommy and daddy and esp ahma. I guess i will be very short tempered when i'm talking to them, cos i dont know how to make them understand. So, i have to learn to slowly let them understand me. But despite so, i know they still love me and i still love them, so we're still as close.

8. Cherish every single one around me, and not to take anyone for granted.

9. Stop thinking so javascript:void(0)much about Minho.

10. GET MY OWN LIFE.

Okay, wrote so much about Minho today. I'll look back someday and probably would have a good laugh, preferably with Minho!