tonight is the night when i found out everything that i thought to be weren't true. i cant accept the fact that everything was just made up by me, when i already tried to convince myself of that countless of times.

damndamndamn.

and you know what's worse? feeling as if you're being crushed by a 100tons of weight. til you couldn't breathe. til you feel like you're dying. was this the legendary heartbreak?

it couldn't be. cos i was never in a relationship right?

perhaps i made the fairytale a lil' too real, and let it last, a lil' too long.

shit

4 years. and maybe, everything ended 3 months after we met. i'll never know the reason why, and it just kills me.

i can finally understand why heartbroken people feels like it's the end of world. hell, it feels like that now.

i feel like banging my head on the wall, for being so freaking hell stupid.

flove. yeah. why didn't i check it up earlier on!!!!!!!!!!!
the urge to cry, imma bawling my eyes in hope for a better tomorrow.