Hoo boy, realised that i've been blogging every single day, period. Claps for me please! Wonder how long my enthusiam can last. But I kinda liked writing my thoughts down, freely as and when i like it, because i feel safe that only me can read it. Maybe later on, i'll expose it. Currently, let's just leave it a lil' secret heaven of mine. :D
Firstly, I realised that my posts are kinda wordy and boring, because i never ever posted any pictures up. But to be honest, i hated posting pictures, because firstly, it takes up alot of my time(and i'd rather spend it on watching dramas) and to make things worse, it's always laggy and full of problems. So there. Unless i have really pretty photos to share, or when i make this blog known, i'll probably, and it's only probably, post SOME photos up. Teeheehee.
Secondly, I read through my previous posts yesterday night, and I really don't know whether to laugh or to cry. Seriously, what past do we all have man! Example?
ii used tu p0st liike dis. And like this SIAAAHS,
can you BELIEVE it arhhs!!!
Okay, i shan't actually laugh at myself. I grew up anyway! I wouldn't say i'm extremely mature right now, but i'm over that phase. Cross my heart.
Lastly, I'm gonna blog about ICE CAMP OC's OUTING! I swear to god that ICE CAMP OC's are one of the best group of people i've ever met. How cool is grocery shopping together with the people you've known for only 1month but undergo all kind of shits together? Met up with the gang as AMK as we're going to nic's house for bbq. Went to fairprice Xtra! :D bought all sort of stuffs ranging from Stingray(come to think of it, i didn't eat that, nor the prawns, :( ) to Chips and sauces! I'm actually skeptical about that, cause we planned this thing like a day before, so i'm quite surprised that we actually manage to pull it off. I think i'm kinda high when we were grocery shopping because i really really liked doing this kinda of stuff!!! It's kinda like in a drama when you go grocery shopping pushing a trolley with your boyfriend and it's all sooooo romantic that makes you goes gooey in your heart. Yeah that, except that i went with a gang of friends and it didn't seem to matter that much to me and i still think it's fun!
& after that, we packed some food and headed for Nic's house. Bloody hell, his house is Big. Which is an understatement. But i shan't dwell on that because obviously i don't have a house like that. Met his dog-Dino! It's cute and all but i guess it doesn't really like me because "I am too aggressive". Laughs out loud. The really cool part was that it's trained and really up when i told him too, and even knows shake/hand!!! Oh my god!
Once we settled down, it's gaming time! Well, there's psp, there's guitar hero, there's Counter strike, there's Dota, and Monopoly deal! Being me, i settle down with Cs. Been so long since i've played. Honestly, i played quite lousily, but damin taught me some stuff, so i guess it's kinda cool!
Time flew past, so it's time to go and prepare stuff! Peeled the potatoes and made potato salad, but i didn't have that as well :( Got introduced to the lil' boy. Okay, i really don't know how to spell his name. It's pronounced as Mer-Thad-ius, i think. Oh shit. But it's okay. Cause i really really liked him. He's wayyyyyy cute. *wriggles fingers and hops up and down* I'll miss him!
Then someone started karaoke, so we started all singing~ The system is better than the school's, and the mic's is easily one of the best. What the hell really.
And then we started bbq-ing and people started arriving! It's really crowded and warm and fuzzy. I like that! It's different from other bbq sessions when you feel so out and no matter where you go, you'll still feel awkward. And all you really do is to eat. It almost felt like bbq session with Yiyi and gang. Shared quality time with Mer-thad-ius too! We played ball, rocking chair, slide or whatsoever! I missed being around lil' kids. They made me feel alive. I'll let the pictures do the talking on Facebook once they uploaded it.
Had to go home earlier, kinda reluctant but oh well.
This is quite a long post to me, and i'm so happy that i managed to finish it! Hurrays!
I really shouldn't let myself be caught in the past. What i am having now is the present, and i'm gonna give myself that. To let myself be free, i'm gonna have to think free as well. Not gonna let myself be caught up in a cage, at least til the holidays are over. Hurrays for freedom too!
Edited:
Never let myself get too close for fear of getting hurt. It's one of my principles in life. Unless i'm sure they'll stay forever, i'm not opening up myself to them. It's comparable to serving yourself on a platter to another, to be sliced open and stared at. It'll hurt, and it'll sting.
