i'm so freaking irritated now!

1. i cant dl the flasher or whatever it is called, and now i cant play all my games and watch videos!!!! argh! it just refused to load, and always get stuck even if i managed to start the file.

2. online HOME remedies are never HOME remedies. i mean, seriously. now i have this freaking huge ulcer on my lip and tongue. and it hurts like darn.
at first, chin suggested brushing it until it burst or something, and it would be extremely painful. i did but think my toothbrush's too soft or something and the plan failed.
then, she suggested using salt. i did, and it hurts like madness, really. it's just a little salt and i felt like strangling myself there and then. -.-
so i went online to search for a painless and easy HOME remedies, thinking that it would be simple and easily available. -.-
and i found:

1.Prepare a solution by adding 2 oz hydrogen peroxide, 2 oz water, and 1 tsp each of salt and baking soda. Rinse the mouth with this solution. Do not swallow.
for goodness sake, i do not have hydrogen peroxide at home, it's available in chem lab. maybe they do have at whatever places home remedies they got. darnnnn.

2.Mix Sodium bicarbonate powder with water. It is a very effective first aid remedy. This mixture can be used as a mouth rinse as well as swallowed to help make the body more alkaline.
and what is sodium bicarbonate, i know sodium chloride's salt. only. :X

then so, i thought that proteins will allow my ulcer to heal faster and fish generates more blood i think. or whatever, so i went on a fish and meat diet, and you know what.
3.Avoid eating fish or meat of any kind for two weeks. The consumption of animal protein increases the body's acidity, which slows healing.
arghhhh.

anyway! i hate friday'es now, after maths, my head will feel drained, and completely blank. lol. and became miss grumpy. -.- it's 6 periods of maths, and the last two periods are maths, plus two slots of 1 hr maths. and we did PLANE GEOMETRY.
well, lesson's quite alright, as miss lim told us about her trip and how they kill chickens and pigs and stuff and seriously they are really gross and inhumane. but i thought about it on the way home and realised, it's for survival. but i feel that they should tried to at least lessen their pain and kill them swiftly. unlike the children swinging them around by the leg. that's way sick. torturing them just to increase the taste of their meat just doesn't sound right. thankgod i'm not a lover of pork and others, i like seafood. and i'm sorry to say, i do eat chicken. :(

btw;

BIG THANKYOU TO ALL WHO WISHED ME, mostly by smses and facebook and school, happy birthday! :D
yay! i'm 16! and i'm allowed to watch nc-16!

thanks, ginaaaaa, junli, shuyuan, yuxian for their letters. all super meaningful.
sidenote: gina:! haha, gonna reply your letter if you're gonna ever see this.

thanks clique<3, for the "surprise" though that dumb girl, junli, spoilt it. she actually asked me when are we gonna celebrate my bday. LOL.
kerrqi and gina for the pretty pretty rochers! :D:D i havent eat okay! still admiring it.

thanks my class!
esp jiefu! the present's very cute and laughable! :D bunny suit huh!

thanks kenny too! for the bear! or whatever it is!

currently very very interested in heroes, though i don't really get it. :D gonna write a narrative on heroes too! it's just a coincidental topic in english. haha!