I'm tired, yes i am. I don't like studying, nor do i see a point in studying. I want to make a difference, sorry, but i do not wish for a 9-5 lifestyle next time. I want freedom or should i say, need.
Sometimes, i almost wished that i was like them. Talented in all aspects of life. Surviving in this society? *Snap* Simple. I don't like it when she said that studying is everything. Obviously this society has changed, and though studying is important. i Don't think that it is Everything. She always said that goshh, She's going to be a doctor next time, he's still pursuing his studies & what, he's earning like 5000+ a month. A look of disappointment would flash past your face as you look at me when i said i wanted to stop studying. I'm sorry but i'm not really interested in studying. i've been forcing myself to study because of you. but the more i study, the more i realised it's pointless. i've tried not to compare. really. but i can't understand why others can manage their time so well while i'm struggling? why others can while i can't? i'm sick of all these. i just suck at everything despite that i tried my best.
maybe i'm dumb or maybe i'm just bound to fail in life.
